You slipped
away from me
like
silk running thru my fingers
Your desire for younger cells
has lead you
on a chase for the golden egg
the perfect diamond
Sometimes,
I say your name quietly at night
It escapes me like a sigh
so that only my angels can hear
Prisms of brilliant ice blue crystals
Scatter about
my spirit
My morning prayers under the bodhi tree
creates white space
And a knowingness
And something more beautiful then a perfect diamond
empties into this hollow space
THIS could have
been your gift
Given freely
What
radiates in your soul
now that it is undisguised?
I mourn what could have been,
what was
what is
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